feeling like crap

So this is gonna be a common occurrence cause i always feel like crap (crappy body image, self image, crappy life in general). So school's just started once again (2nd semester) I'm glad there's something to keep me busy now, but now i have to be worried about marks and it seems like everyone's doing so much better than me. I'm starting to feel like i can't control anything cause marks rn't reflecting how hard i study =(. I feel like I have nothing not even my fashion (I don't feel like I wear anything nicely anymore). Maybe i need to start dieting AGAIN!!!! I hate dieting, but if there's something i can control, then it would be great.

The only thing that's going well so far is my acne. I've started using Proactiv regularly again and my acne's really started clearing up (the bottle of water per day probably helps too). So that's good, but nothing else. Haven't really posted for a while, so nightmares have come back... *sigh. I wish they would stop. Well I'm getting another test back today "fun". I wish they would just stop testing us!!!!!!! I'm starting to get exhausted already.

Oh yeah another good thing. I've started reading "The Lost Memoirs of Jane Austen - Syrie James" and I'm really liking it. It's a really good book and it shows the reader where Jane Austen got her ideas for her books. It's really interesting and it's a beautifully illustrated book too. So I have one more hour until class. I'm probably going to go read (get away from reality).

taking it one day at a time

s-fashionista