in the midst of exams...

so this is officially my outlet... it's better than talking about it cause at least i get to say everything without someone interrupting.

So i just finished talking to my bf about tomorrow. Tomorrow it's his bday and I guess I won't be seeing him.... which is really disappointing.
So here's what happened... I was planning to hang out with him at his place during the day considering I gotta be home early on a school nite.
Also, his cousins are going to be over tomorrow during the whole day and he's gotta entertain them so he doesn't really wanna leave me alone.... so I guess I'm just gonna stay home and study. It's weird though... when he asked me if i was upset, I said no.... to tell u the truth I am a bit, but it's not really his fault... i'm just amazed that I lied to him. We said that we would communicate on every level.... it's just that it's his last day before his bday and I don't want him to feel bad.... also, if i were to go over tomorrow, he'd be worried about me not having a good time and I don't want him to worry on his bday. I guess it's just that I don't wanna make him feel bad so I lied.

Is not telling the truth cause u don't wanna hurt someone worse than tell them the truth because u said that u would tell them everything? I'm not sure which I should have done. I just really wanna be with him on his bday.